...forever chasing something that doesn't exist.....& in time he would destroy himself. What does he hoped to aim for? Redemption?
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Back from my awesome trip in the PH and these are one of the amazing locations over there. I swear PH has tons of beautiful locations that you'll be amazed.
Dug out one of my old cosplays because I wouldn't wanna miss out on such a beautiful location! Was looking for a Sebastian at PH but not much luck since BB wasn't exactly in trend. Hurhur I shall have another shoot with my Sebastian soon!
About this photo : I know the quote isn't exactly fully related to Ciel but it's related to me. I'm having a lot of insecurities and doubts about myself a lot lately. My confidence in myself has been dropping more and more. And I can't help but to wonder what was I chasing? Why do I care so much? I can't help but to notice that a few people don't exactly talk/connect to me anymore.
And then I wonder?
After they know the true me, they found out that I am actually a distasteful person?
or
I am not what they have hoped for? I have turned out to be someone really bothersome?
Should I hide myself again once more?
Whats worst is that... these are people that I admire. They don't need to be famous/known/great for me to be attracted to them. They have a quality inside of them that is deemed beautiful and amazing.
Or it could all just a paranoia in my head. I've becoming more and more conscious of my persona that I've been very disgusted at myself lately.
Just what exactly am I chasing for?
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