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:iconlavena-lav:
The Master that is...

...forever chasing something that doesn't exist.....& in time he would destroy himself. What does he hoped to aim for? Redemption?




» CASTS

:iconjaclavena: Ciel Phantomhive


» PHOTO

:iconroxwindy: Photographer
:iconjaclavena: Photo Editor


Special thanks
The awesome peeps in Phillipines!



» INFO

Back from my awesome trip in the PH and these are one of the amazing locations over there. I swear PH has tons of beautiful locations that you'll be amazed.

Dug out one of my old cosplays because I wouldn't wanna miss out on such a beautiful location! Was looking for a Sebastian at PH but not much luck since BB wasn't exactly in trend. Hurhur I shall have another shoot with my Sebastian soon!

About this photo : I know the quote isn't exactly fully related to Ciel but it's related to me. I'm having a lot of insecurities and doubts about myself a lot lately. My confidence in myself has been dropping more and more. And I can't help but to wonder what was I chasing? Why do I care so much? I can't help but to notice that a few people don't exactly talk/connect to me anymore.

And then I wonder?

After they know the true me, they found out that I am actually a distasteful person?
or
I am not what they have hoped for? I have turned out to be someone really bothersome?

Should I hide myself again once more?

Whats worst is that... these are people that I admire. They don't need to be famous/known/great for me to be attracted to them. They have a quality inside of them that is deemed beautiful and amazing.

Or it could all just a paranoia in my head. I've becoming more and more conscious of my persona that I've been very disgusted at myself lately.

Just what exactly am I chasing for?

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:iconshion-law:
such a beautiful Ciel!! :iconiloveitplz:
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:iconpandagirl7084:
;w; it happens...ALOT to me..but then i always think about what i love..it helps somehow then i would tell myself to be more positive...tho deep inside i'm just like a hollow soul,i may look/be very happy-go-lucky but really...no one knows expect me T_T i feel you friend..plus your coslay is nice ^^
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:iconmiraigirl:
You ARE Ciel.

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:iconlavena-lav:
*lavena-lav Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks *_*
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:iconalicia996:
~alicia996 Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*-* wow amazing job!!!!!
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:iconlavena-lav:
*lavena-lav Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you *_*
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:iconalicia996:
~alicia996 Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're welcome!!
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:iconmm-miyoko:
love this!!! ciel~<3
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:iconlavena-lav:
*lavena-lav Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
wahhh thank you >.<
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:iconkatezath:
Mood: Love ~Katezath Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
cute ciel! wow your cosplaying similar like him.. i really love it! >//<
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