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Ciel Phantomhive, Aiming for Redemption by lavena-lav Ciel Phantomhive, Aiming for Redemption by lavena-lav
The Master that is...

...forever chasing something that doesn't exist.....& in time he would destroy himself. What does he hoped to aim for? Redemption?




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:iconjaclavena: Ciel Phantomhive


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:iconroxwindy: Photographer
:iconjaclavena: Photo Editor


Special thanks
The awesome peeps in Phillipines!



INFO

Back from my awesome trip in the PH and these are one of the amazing locations over there. I swear PH has tons of beautiful locations that you'll be amazed.

Dug out one of my old cosplays because I wouldn't wanna miss out on such a beautiful location! Was looking for a Sebastian at PH but not much luck since BB wasn't exactly in trend. Hurhur I shall have another shoot with my Sebastian soon!

About this photo : I know the quote isn't exactly fully related to Ciel but it's related to me. I'm having a lot of insecurities and doubts about myself a lot lately. My confidence in myself has been dropping more and more. And I can't help but to wonder what was I chasing? Why do I care so much? I can't help but to notice that a few people don't exactly talk/connect to me anymore.

And then I wonder?

After they know the true me, they found out that I am actually a distasteful person?
or
I am not what they have hoped for? I have turned out to be someone really bothersome?

Should I hide myself again once more?

Whats worst is that... these are people that I admire. They don't need to be famous/known/great for me to be attracted to them. They have a quality inside of them that is deemed beautiful and amazing.

Or it could all just a paranoia in my head. I've becoming more and more conscious of my persona that I've been very disgusted at myself lately.

Just what exactly am I chasing for?

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:iconshion-law:
shion-law Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012
such a beautiful Ciel!! :iconiloveitplz:
:glomp:
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pandagirl7084 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012
;w; it happens...ALOT to me..but then i always think about what i love..it helps somehow then i would tell myself to be more positive...tho deep inside i'm just like a hollow soul,i may look/be very happy-go-lucky but really...no one knows expect me T_T i feel you friend..plus your coslay is nice ^^
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MiraiGirl Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012
You ARE Ciel.

:iconfaintingplz:
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks *_*
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:iconalicia996:
alicia996 Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*-* wow amazing job!!!!!
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you *_*
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:iconalicia996:
alicia996 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're welcome!!
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:iconmm-miyoko:
Mm-miyoko Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012
love this!!! ciel~<3
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
wahhh thank you >.<
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:iconkatezath:
Katezath Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
cute ciel! wow your cosplaying similar like him.. i really love it! >//<
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yaaa sankyuuuu <3
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:iconkatezath:
Katezath Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
you are welcome, my pleasure ^___^ :D
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:iconelaiss-in-iceland:
Elaiss-in-iceland Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I'm so sensitive to your picture. Your cosplay is so good. It's like we've got a real Ciel in this tiny world. Thank you so much for that: you have created some dream in my day!
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
sensitive :o... awww really omggg thank you so much <3
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:iconelaiss-in-iceland:
Elaiss-in-iceland Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
It's the reality! Your expression is like Ciel's one.
I have already look at good cosplay, but not with this kind of expression.
I mean.. For me, it's not a picture of you, it's a picture of Ciel Phantomhive :heart:
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:iconreebzca:
reebzca Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you are the best Ciel by far;3

hold your head up high~~
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
uwahhh that's really a mega compliment will all the pretty Ciels out there T_T
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:iconkitsunesqueak:
kitsunesqueak Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Always love your Ciel ;3;~
Also, I totally understand your thoughts.
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
sigh it does happen no? thank you dearrrrr
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:iconsovereign64:
Sovereign64 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nice. :)
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thx!
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:iconsovereign64:
Sovereign64 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem. :)
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:iconseseostara:
seseostara Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Guuuhhh u such a cute Ciel!!!!! *pat pat* :hug:
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:iconlavena-lav:
lavena-lav Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
huhu thanks dearrrr! :hugs:
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